.lately.

Lately,

I am surrounded by negativity.

I realize that it wasn't just negativity itself,

it is that I've reached my breaking point.

I never sleep on time,

I loose myself when I am alone,

sleep became more and more restless,

taking things too hard,

feeling so much dose of negativity that it drowned me.

Tired of things around me I guess.

That's one of the reason I am back to blogging too.

Good or Bad?

I came back to myself where a year ago,

I would often spend time doing.

Craving things that I used to do.

Chasing things that I wish I have done by those time that passed.

Since tomorrow is always a mystery,

I should let thing pass easily especially 

the worries of the uncertainty that will arrive by then.

But there is one thing I fear,

when I let thing pass easily out of my sight,

the priority become lesser of cause,

I may not look back to it that much,

I will loose interest.

Why do I even bother posting this stupid post?!

TAK TAU LAHHH!

.... dreamie land ....