sometimes i just feel so.

Sometimes,

i just feel unhappy.

I wish i can tell people

i am

unhappy

and meant it.

But these feelings can't be express

in words.

I just feel very

down,

depressed,

&

alone.

It just sucks.

It's like nobody will fucking understands you

&

There is nobody you can be with.

It's not that you want to get attention from people

or so called

LOA

[lack of attention],

but it just a feeling you can't deny of,

 coming from within you.

Reason?

A lot!

It came from everywhere!

Every single little tiny bits of thing

that doesn't work out just

make you feel so

disappointed .

When it all sum up,

there  comes this feeling of

being emo & unhappy.

=(

It always lead to the moment where i will questions myself

"am i not good enough to be a human?"

"my attitude sucks?"

"i talk too much?"

"why am i so stupid to care so much about little thingy?"

"i do not deserve to be happy?"

"why do little things i do just don't work out? damn~! i really sucks at my own life!"

"i am just so sucky at everything. FML!"

It okay for me to face failures,

but not that much at one moment,

it's hard for me to go through all

and eat it all up.

It's just too bitter...

ain't my land