...a short note to myself...

Dear,

Yumiko...

Sorry to say that

sometimes I'm tired of being happy...

Laughing and smiling all day long

&

enjoy being alone

doing what i love to do.

It's true that i do really enjoy it

and not faking it.

But somehow,

sometimes,

my jaws is telling me it needs a break

and my mouth tells me that it's tired.

While my heart is telling me

is ok not to be happy all the times but not often.

My brain is telling me

I'm tired of processing thoughts related

to happiness.

As well,

my feelings is expressing that

I'm so sick of this mode all the time.

Maybe,

I'm just tired of entertaining myself all the time.

Guess i need to take a break from it.

So dear,

Yumiko...

Forgive me if i am down for that few moments

but I'm alright..

very.

But do remember,

that you have done a good job

of pampering yourself.

=)

I think need drugs with the label of

'happy pills'

whenever my screw loose in my brain.

[like right now]

like this...

dreamie land ....