I don't wanna grow up so fast =[

The moodiness suddenly found a way to strikes me at this hour.

=(

I just realize that January is coming to end!

The most surprise is that I forgot that my birthday falls on this coming Saturday.

And it will be my 21st birthday already.

I don't know why,

I just can't find any reason to feel happy for it.

I am more towards the feeling of crying.

I guess this gonna be an emotional week for me to go through.

I told my friends about my feeling,

not much of them, only few...

I think they thought I just went psychotic about this matter.

I have friends around me asked me about how am I gonna celebrate it,

and the thing is that 

I don't even know what to do with my 21st big day.

I think I'll just let it pass...

I just have no idea why am I feeling so stressful...

*signing off with indescribable emotion & feelings*

I need hugs ='(

*tears*

dreamie land ....